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Monday, February 20, 2006

recent thought:

abis tragedi trisakti, rakyat berontak. pas berontak, ancur2in semua, anak sd/smp/sma jadi penjarah

my question:

kalo anak tk jadi penjarah gimana yah?

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Saturday, February 11, 2006

hwahahahah... gw bego nich... tau kan lagu naif yg curi2 pandang? gw dari td nyanyi curi2 PANDAN. and no one corrected me. aieeeeee...

ade gw bego nich. gw bilang sports mall itu mal paling jelek di jakz. dy bilang:

"no! dua mangga."

ampun... ktawa setengah mampus nich... it's mangga dua... bedon...

anyway she's never been to mangga dua! how can she say that!?

BEGO DEH tuh anak...

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Friday, February 10, 2006

10 Feb 06, 11:26
anne: huahahaha... just write what u want to write, tash.. a writer should be honest to her/himself. promise i won't tell anybody. i'm ur friend here, not ur teacher :) ok?

my reaction:
*sembah dan puji bu anne!*

*i'm not worthy....*

nyahahhaha... i'm so grateful...

anyways... gw barusan baca blognya punya si opung alias olan alias kenny alias sang endut.

gimana sich? org ini punya bejibun nama. ada:
  • opung
  • olan
  • kenny
  • sang endut
  • bakpauman the return *lho?*
  • barah (bakpaumerah) *lho????*
the last two... gw g tau dr mana itu. tiba2 si cumi alias harsya bilang begitu ari ini.

oh iya, si idung besar punya banyak nama juga sih... ada:
  • harsya
  • cumi
  • squidward
  • idung besar
  • arab
  • muci
  • bajo (bakpauijo) *lho?* - dah jelas... dari si cumi ama bakpauman...
trus nama2 yg dy buat untk diri sendiri.. ada...
  • si ganteng dan keren
  • janteng (jantan dan ganteng)
kenny juga ada...
  • congma (dari ricecooker yongma...) *lho?*
um... that's all i can remember...

oh ya, nama2 si jessica!
  • bencong
  • latah
  • jessboom
trus si billy...
  • kingkong
  • corongma woodspice (corongma=corong+congma)(woodspice=deonya dy *how do we know???*)
wkakakaak.... si cumi ama olan dah jelas org paling gila dan narsis di dunia yg kejam ini... i'm surprised they're not in RSJ.... wakakakakak

mereka seharusnya kayak gw donkz... g narsis... nama2 gw adalah:
  • angela anastasia asmoro (GAH panjangnye...)
  • tasha
  • tashii
  • tashiibah
  • tashiimeh
  • tasha the great (alexander the great? lho?)
  • tasha the peanut (cuz i'm nuts for nuts! lol)
  • tasha the iconmaker (gw bikin avatar2 banyak lah...)
nyahahahah... banyak juga yah...

anyway.............

hari ini ada 9 org, krn feli and aisha sakit... g jelas why... tp kayaknya si aisha was staying up late with arya... parcarnya... terus kecapean -_-"

and then si jessica pulang gr2 sakit perut.... yah... cuma 8 org....

hari ini di biologi qta membedah jantung sapi!! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!

there was blood... BLOOOOOOOOOOOOD!!!

*lho, kayak iklan film saw 2...*

kita dibagi jadi 2 grup... the grups are...

  1. me, marcia, kenny, billy (T.T)
  2. nadia, tessa, allen, harsya
so... gitu lah... kita mulai nyolek2 jantung sapi itu... kcian juga yah...

jd inget, sebelum experimen, bu ratri dr td bilang 'jgn bilang saya kejam!' gr2 ada anak yg pernah bilang kayak gitu.... *psikolog mode* kata maslow, org yg trauma krn sesuatu, oleh sebab itu org tersebut akan obses dgn itu...

nyahahahahhahaha

dr td billy rada2 bikin kesel. dy kan dr td nulis, tp kayak ngalangin the way, trus kalo tiba2 kena jidat besarnya dy gimana???

*sadistic thoughts*

marcia ksian.. she felt a lil sick...

kenny apa lg... pas ngeluarin darah dr vessel2nya monjrot kena dy... wkakakakakak

huhuhuhu... disuruh ngerjain peer nich... ill write more soon!

PEACEyo

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Wednesday, February 08, 2006

so td aq ngeganti2 layout... then i looked at my tagboard...

8 Feb 06, 12:53
anne: u r such a writer, tash!


my reaction:
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH

gimana yach? bu anne really opened my blog!! dy baca! *maybe, i think, i hope not...* gimana nich... i wrote some mean stuff! kalo disebarin??? *hyperventilates*

must delete bad stuff!! change EVERYTHIIIIIIIIIIIING!!!!

ZOMGWTFBBQ

plz bu anne.. if ur reading this... don't tell anyone!!!

i REALLY gotta becareful who i share my blog with...

*nangis darah*

i g2g do my peer... kalo g, g bisa make lappie for a week... (lappie is my laptop)

kalo ada yg nanya knp laptop gw punya nama.... don't ask. XP

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hey, inget g pas gw bilang that this is dead?

i lied.

*sniggers*

yep, its ressurected gr2 di lj kan tmn2 gw org bule, so im using this for bhs indo rants!

*lari2 kayak orgil*

hari ini.... i'm just going crazy.

biasa... ;)

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Monday, January 23, 2006

Well, I think this is my last post here... The 81st and last post.

I'm quite proud of this, as most people could only reach about 10 posts and then leave it alone... This was about one year old... But then, I have to let it go.

I'm moved to here.

See you there!

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Thursday, September 15, 2005

On a lighter note, hey I just remembered!

BILLY'S GONE. WOO HOO!!!! *cue the confetti*.....

FOR A MONTH.

*dubrak*

I hope his plane crashes.

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Well, I didn't go on this blog so much since I'm using my LiveJournal one. But anyway, here I am!

I hate the new teachers, they always think they know, but they are always wrong! Pak Sulfie sucks big time, and seriously, why can't the bad teachers go? Oh ya, it's because JW is bad herself. Today the new teacher Bu Lovie said something really stupid.

BuLovie: I'm sorry if I'm wrong, I'm learning and you're learning, I'm learning from you too!
Me: (in my mind) Then learn to shut up!

And during art I forgot to make this paragraph about the painting I made, Bu Maya sucks big time. I just said 'oh ya' and she said in this stupid whiny voice 'oh ya'. ARGH! Does she think she's still young enough to do that!!! Which reminds me, that is what Marcia does to me, hate her.

Then when Pak Sulfie was handing out the field trip forms, he didn't give it to me, so I felt like I was really neglected. After he gave it to me, he turned his back then I flipped the bird at him, then he fell into a chair! Mwahahahahahah... Revenge baby!

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Monday, August 01, 2005

The new grade seven isn't that bad. But there's this guy that some of the girls like in my class called Yoga (I wished it was Yogi *snickers* oh well...). He's really full of himself, and he likes 15. God. Good riddance. If he gets tortured by her, then it would be a perfect fit, I guess.

Our class is still poor. Poor in supplies, I mean. We don't have much rulers and scissors, and the computers suck. But the grade 9 and the classes below get the Pentium 4. What is this? Unfair karma? We get a lot of paper and stuff, but it's no use since the other classes use it and the printer doesn't even work on our computers, which are slow and retarded. Wait, that's the same thing, right? Whatever. But whenever we have a lot of stuff not borrowed, the other classes use them, don't bring them back and when they do, it's too late. They're all mostly broken.

What is this? Is JW so cheap? This is a rich big school. I mean, the fee to get in and the yearly fee is huge enough, and the students aren't that much like back in Delia (here is about 190, there is a little over 300, I guess. And the fee is not that big!). We don't get many supplies, and if we order any, it takes about a month just to get them. But in Delia, there are many supplies and if we order supplies, it takes until the end of the week to get them. And I don't believe that JW is using the money for the library books, since it's a small library, and the class library are books from the main one. In Delia, there are about two libraries, bigger than the ones here, and even the class library is not from the main ones. And we still manage to give out old library books, and buy new ones.

This school is so CHEAP!!!!

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Sunday, July 31, 2005

I saw this in a blog, it's really sad. The sad-sad. Not sad-pathetic, mind you.

Diary of a guy in love

10th grade - As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so-called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she were mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.


11th grade -
The phone rang. On the other end, it was she. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she were mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.


Senior year -
The day before prom she walked to my locker. "My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step! I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she doesn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said, "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and don't know why.


Graduation Day -
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "You're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.


A Few Years Later -
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man I wanted her to be mine, but she didn’t see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said, "you came!” She said thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Funeral - Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: “I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me!”
I wish I did too... I thought to my self, and I cried.

I love you

I love you

I love you

I love you

I love you

I love you

I love you

I love you

I love you

I love you

I love you

I love you

I love you

I love you

I love you

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